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Jammed Finger
We returned to the dorms while carrying a passed-out Melia and Nerine on our backs. It was a long walk, but thanks to Olive’s magic strengthening my arms, I laid Melia down into her bed without feeling any strain at all.
Each time we passed someone’s room, our group went down by one until we were in front of Lily’s room, and it was just the two of us. Come to think of it, how long will I be staying in this room?
Lily’s never acted like I was a bother for her, but if I do manage to survive the first screening, I might end up having to return to my old room.
I placed my hand on the doorknob while feeling like someone who was just told they only had a few days left to live. Then Lily’s hand came to rest over mine.
I looked at Lily surprised, but it didn’t look like it was something that happened by accident.
I tilted my head not understanding what she wanted, but she just smiled, twisting the knob and putting strength into her hand.
The door swung open, but Lily wasn’t walking inside. I had a bad feeling about this, and I found I couldn’t move my legs. I looked at Lily again, but she was still just smiling. She motioned for me to walk in first without ever moving to enter on her own.
I knew something was going to happen. But Lily was stubbornly refusing to break from her smile.
There’s no way it’s a deathtrap right?
The moment I gave up and stepped into the room, I had one single thought in my head: “Here it comes.” Lily attacked me from behind.
It’s not like I was stabbed by a knife of course. Lily just pushed me against the wall. The front of my body is squished against the wall, and I could feel Lily’s breasts against my back. It did knock the wind out of me a little though.
“A-Are you going to attack me from behind tonight?”
“That’s right, but…. if you act too relaxed, it loses out on that feeling of ‘being attacked’ and stops being fun. You should hate it more.”
“You want me to hate you?”
Lily started to say something but instead decided to settle for tightening the restraint she had on my arm. She put enough strength into it that I thought she was going to crush my wrist. She seemed especially gleeful when I winced in pain from her fingernails digging into my skin.
“That’s the expression I am looking for. See, you can do it.”
Rather than being angry, it felt like a switch had been flipped in her mind. Her mouth came right next to my ear as she continued to hold me down.
“I don’t want you to do anything; I allow you to do what you want. I don’t want you to lick me feet, I allow you to lick them. You understand the difference, don’t you?”
Feeling Lily’s hot breath on my skin made me nod. The ability to make a decision is something from the outside world. In this world, with just the two of us, it is nothing more than a fantasy.
So, if there’s ever anything I don’t like, it means I am going against the very world around me. The only question I should be asking is whether I want to be punished or not. And unfortunately, I do.
Instead of just thinking about Lily, I should be putting more attention into how I want to enjoy myself. For that sake, I should be putting up more of a resistance.
“Tch…. let me go!”
I tried moving my arms, but my twisted wrist kept me from moving.
“I don’t want to. You are not understanding me. Perhaps you will if I do this.”
Lily’s voice oozed joy as she spoke. I was correct.
Just as I noticed the pressure from my left arm disappear, a shock ran through my butt. It happened through my clothes, so the snap and vibrations were slightly muffled.
The impact on the soft side of my buttocks subsided after a few seconds, but the vibrations ran through my body in waves. When it reached my throat, those vibrations turned into a cry and leaped past my lips. Personally I think my voice is pretty cute. Naturally, Lily didn’t miss it either.
“Oh? I thought you didn’t like pain?”
“Ah…. no…. that….”
“Did it feel good?”
My silence was as good as a yes. Lily must have felt the same way, and suddenly she was excitedly stripping off my clothes.
In no time at all I was left in nothing but my underwear. It made me feel incredibly self-concious seeing Lily stare at me like some adolescent boy who had just seen a girl’s panties for the first time in their life.
“Put your hands on the wall and stick out your hips.”
Lily gave a heartless command. I’m embarrassed enough as I am, so I tried resisting as much as I could, biting my lip and silently glaring at her.
“That is an intriguing look you have. Can you not move on your own? I could always force you against the wall again.”
Receiving the order from my master, my body moved and took the position as instructed. I can’t be sure if this is part of the act or if she really didn’t like me biting back.
I stared at the wall just like I was told to. I’d never paid any attention to it before, but the wallpaper in these rooms are decorated with these finely detailed drawings. While staring at the rippling pattern, I felt a stronger impact on my butt than before.
The snapping sound of Lily’s hand meeting my bare skin echoed slightly in the small room before fading into nothing.
A wave of pleasure washed in as the sound disappeared. My body felt like it was in chills from how much it trembled.
And then another hit. The pain was stronger than before, so my voice was louder as well.
“The right side has turned a bright red.”
Saying that, Lily hit me on my left side once. She was controlling her strength, and that hit was gentler than the previous ones. It felt like something was missing. I glanced at Lily, something she didn’t miss.
“What’s wrong? Tell me.”
“N-No, it’s nothing”
“Oh? Then, that will be it for today. It’s late, so let us head to the bath quickly.”
Lily moved to get a change of clothes on her own without ordering me to change my posture.
“Ah…. um….”
“What is it?”
“It’s…. not…. enough….”
I know I’m dancing in the palm of Lily’s hand. Even so, if we were to end it here, I feel like I might end up regretting what I do with all this unfulfilled passion. My heart has already been ignited, and it is hungry for more.
As if waiting for those words, Lily showed a devilish smile and gleefully returned to my side.
“It’s still not red enough.”
Lily’s index finger ran across my pained skin. It hurts, so why does it feel so good? I couldn’t stop another sweet moan from coming out of me.
It felt good, but then Lily hit me a second time, then a third time, and each time Lily’s strength, my voice, and the pleasure grew more and more.
Lily kept patting my butt regularly while describing how red it was to me.
After ten hits, both the left and right sides had turned red. The instant the eleventh hit came, my whole body stiffened up. My legs went taut, and I had to press my forehead against the wall to keep myself in position.
“Your whole back turns red when you climax…. oh, but it turns white quickly after. Interesting.”
Lily’s fingers ran between my shoulder blades like she was chasing the line between red and white. When they reached all the way down to my tailbone, she gently tugged on the strap of my underwear and let it snap back on me. A small slap, higher pitched than the ones before, echoed around us.
Lily’s finger broke through the damn, and any tension inside my body came undone. The legs I was so precariously balanced on gave way, and I collapsed on the ground.
But I couldn’t just sit there. That was because the cool floor stung against my red bottom. I tried standing up while enduring the pain only to have Lily support me with her body. I guess this means we are finished for the night.
“Liffy, you will need to leave this room as soon as possible. I cannot imagine what we will be doing if we are still together in a week.”
While I was still unable to properly catch my breath, Lily was happily speaking and laying me across the bed. It’s strange that I’m the one being laid down when my butt is the one in pain. Lily moved to get herself a drink. I just don’t have the energy for any more alcohol.
I wanted to express my dissatisfaction, but when I remembered I was still only in my underwear, I crawled under the covers first. Then I complained.
“My butt…. hurts. I really don’t like pain after all.”
“It is difficult to get the strength just right. And yet, you kept asking me to do more, and go harder as well.”
Lily answered me while opening a bottle of whiskey. Normally she’d just grab the top and twist it off, but I couldn’t help but notice she wasn’t bending her middle finger. It also looked a little red.
While she was spanking me, she must have gotten too excited at some point and jammed her finger. It’d be rude of me to point it out, so I instead fell asleep with my heartfelt compliments to Lily, who continued to spank me in spite of the pain.
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